"Kiss while your lips are still red..."

Well, let me tell you a story.

I begun a long time ago in a little village where lived a girl with her family. She was a happy girl, always enjoying her life. Then one day one of her brothers died. She and the rest of her family were totally broken. A lot of things happened and because of that she learned to hate her parents, more and more each day. So she grew up to be a broken young woman, filled with hatred. She didn't know how to love or what it even meant. She even hated herself more than she hated anyone else. But then she met a guy she fell in love with, though she know she shouldn't have. But so she did. For a moment she was happy again, but it didn't last long. The guy was never able to love her like she loved him, 'cause he was in love with someone else.

The girl's heart broke up again and she swared she'll never let herself  love anyone again. And so she was as cold as ice for over a year. She didn't feel a thing, just messed up with random guys, but never really liked anyone, a part of her was still longing for that one guy. She hated missing him, she'd rather hate him but she couldn't. After a year of silence she finally broke free from the chains of the love she felt for him. And she started to feel again. Everything was better in every way, she didn't live with her parents anymore and she had build up a new live and made a lot of new friends. And for a first time in years she was whole.


Then one day she was in one bigger town with her friends and she randomly met someone who was like no one else she had ever met. When they talked she found out how much they were alike. So they stayed in touch with each other though they lived so far away. But still they grew closer and closer all the time, like they had always known one another. The bond they had was stronger than anything she could've ever imagined and though she was afraid to feel that way again, she found out that she loved him. She really loved him, even more than she had loved the other guy. She was thrilled but still afraid that her heart would broke up again. But she trusted that guy so much that she threw the fear away.

And then she was happier than ever before. He accepted her the way she was, with all her weaknesses and incompleteness. And even it was always hard to be away from him, she managed to live with the longing just because she knew she would see him again soon.

The End.

|| "Without you the poetry within me is dead..."||

"To find the missing lifeline..."

Yay, I finally desided what I'm going to do after high school. I'm going to move to Kokkola, which is a coastal town in Finland, to study the clothing business. I'm so excited 'bout that right now! Oh how I wish these one and a half years, that's still left of school, would go quickly as possible. My roommate is going there too and her sister lives there at the moment. After my studies I could start my own company there. It would be great!

But now we're going out to make a snowman... And age was?? x) Haha, that's normal... I mean....


Byebye~
-Misery|-

"It’s kind of like losing touch..."

I think that me and my roommate are insane or something :D I mean, we're staying up all the night again. This isn't real, it can't be :''D It's so comical, we just sit in front of our laptops in the kitchen, drink coffee, go out to smoke in every one or two hours and laugh at random things. We have slept ten hours in previous 67 hours and those ten hours were last night... Seriously, we can't even speak normally anymore. We don't even feel tired and we haven't eaten almost anything eather. We are so going to die if we keep on going like this :D And this week is exam week in our school, so thumbs up for us :D Today doesn't exist, there's just yesterday and tomorrow.

We've been creative too, as you can see XD  It's the story of a bunny Vupu's journey straight into a candybag. I wonder what we come up with tonight :D





And there's some pictures we took yesterday:

Haha, I think we should start making the next episode of the bunny Vupu's adventures and then study a little of math (meaning I try to explain her everything x))

Bye now, see ya! :)

-Misery|-

It's always more than just a dream...

There's always been something in the darkness that have inspired and fascinated me. I never really knew what it was, but it kept coming back to me. That strange feeling when I was out at night, in complete silence and darkness, looking up at stars in the sky. In moments like that, I feel alive.
And those winter mornings, when I look out of the window and see all the frost-covered trees and how the light of the sun sparkles through their branches. I don't have words to describe how wonderful that makes me feel. It's simply just beautiful.

And when it comes to music, I prefer metal. It's been like that since I bought album called Once by Nightwish. I just fell in love with that music. I listen to other types of music too, but they usually don't get me as chilled as that. Nightwish, Swallow The Sun, Sirenia, Sonata Arctica, Amorphis, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Stratovarius, Apocalyptica etc. are just few examples of what I like to listen.

My style is kind of gothic, actually. And that's the way I like it. Other styles never really fit me, to be honest.

There's a little picture of me.

I love lace and tulle and especially skirts and dresses and, of course, corsets.
As you can see from that picture, I have red hair with black clip-ons. I also prefer black in my clothing, though I use red, violet, grey and white, too.

But that's enough about me. Unfortunately I have to start reading for tomorrows exam. No can do, have to go, so bye for now!
~Misery|~